In the backyard of the café, I watch him, moved to something close to joy, recall his first encounter with Paradise Lost. "Milton, bro? Milton. Fuckin'—that was the end of it. Motherfucker's 57 or whatever, blind, dictating it to his fucking daughter-nurse—Paradise Lost? I mean, I just couldn't… That poem fucking killed me. Satan? That character was un-fucking-believable. I could taste him in my mouth, dude, reading that. I really, really, for some reason, connected with that poem."